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Andrew Lindemann Malone's Internet Playpen |
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End times:I walk among chrome and glass structures thrown up by men who thought security could be measured and preserved. Men with walkie-talkies, immobile in off-the-rack blazers with company logos, stand, arms crossed, by their doors. Waiting for the man with the plastic suitcase, or the ravaged derelict to careen in, staggering in hunger or drunkenness and loudly mumbling. They can deal with every apocalypse, wholesale. Millennial times are not in essence despairing or chaotic: we forced this onto ourselves. The man driving the truck wants to be your assassin. The man next to you has a pack full of sarin. The man waving the Bible wants to warn you of a terror he can't understand, terror beyond Peter and Paul and all the apolstles. My briefcase has not been out of my sight since I entered the airport; tracks have etched themselves in my fingers from gripping. Industrial carpet, small trucks, and somewhere a hum whispers: Disaster. Military weapons in rural shacks, waiting to spit lead at phantasmic black helicopters never seen but felt to exist, as necessary a truth as fluorine and oxygen combining explosively. And what do you see, going home? Your face is reflected in glass and in chrome. Why do you think you are safe even here?
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